OK well here goes I am not very good at this writing thing but I am going to try.  On Saturday we had two baseball games and two soccer games and one showing for the house and hoping Sunday would be better but with 2 soccer games and me still pretty cranky the headache came rushing in.  I am trying to figure out how to get out of this rut I am in and keep thinking well gee when i can walk normal again everything will be OK but that day seems so far away.  The kids are doing great and are enjoying summer school and I am enjoying the time I get with just two kids it is kind of weird only having two.  we finally only have one in diapers and even she is toying with the idea of the potty it is still weird having a girl as far as that goes.  I have potty trained all 5 boys alone due to some deployment or tdy or some other reason they would take my fab husband away from me so this training some one without a penis is kind of odd .   On Wednesday June 10 I am hoping to hear that i can walk without crutches and get back to some normalcy . OK well we will see how this post thing goes I am actually hoping to be able to just rant on this thing quite often now hopefully